I Am The Wrong Person To Be Living In New York City...

*11:58 PM October 27, 2010


... Seeing as I'm very claustrophobic. Well, I shouldn't say "very". I only get uncomfortable in the subway. It gets hot and my legs hurt from standing still too long. But today after work it wasn't very crowded, so there shouldn't have been an issue. HOWEVER, why wouldn't there be? It's me.

So I'm leaning against the doors which happens to be against the rules, but hey, I'm a rebel. And these two [insert race here] move across the the car and stand in front of me. Totes fine. But the male [race] has his back towards me so he doesn't realize that he is slowly inching closer and closer to me. By the time I ran out of the car I could count the hairs on the back of his neck. Why would I do such a thing you're probably asking... Because it was RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE where it had no business being. And subway rides are boring. What else am I going to do?

I hate having a job and being responsible. I wish I could be mean and go back to living off my Daddy like last year. And the worst part is that he would totes do it seeing as I'm "dedicated" wholeheartedly into my "studies". But rolling in money that I've cashed into dollar bills when I'm home alone is too much fun... Last year I had no friends and all the time in the world. This semester I have a whole bunch of friends and no time to have fun college experiences. I can't win.

But I have GREAT news! I have discovered a direction in life! It makes sense! There's nothing else I'd do well at! And I'm not going to tell you about it just in case I change my mind...

I went on a road trip to Columbus, Ohio this weekend. I saw an Amish woman, her toddler son, and her HORSE at a gas station filling a bucket with water. I believe that's all I wanted to say about that... pretty much speaks for itself.

Have a Happy Halloween weekend world! Let's try to remember it this year!

Love, Me

Hello Weenie

*9:16 PM October 12, 2010


I woke up this morning (two hours before I needed to) to the usual songs of construction above my bedroom. The only difference between this morning and the others was that I got a visual show as well. I rolled over to look out my window to see a scaffold hanging directly outside of it. This didn't mean anything to my sleepy, delusional state of mind until I saw feet lowering to reveal legs. Then a torso. Then shoulders. It took me that long to get my wits together and jump to close the blinds. That respectable worker almost got a show himself seeing as I sleep half naked.

Listen folks. I am faced with a dilemma... I don't know what to be for Halloween. I know, I know! I'm scared too. Halloween is my religion. I'm hoping to make new friends on my trick or treating route. More friends, more candy swapping opportunities.

I'm starting to realize that I'm not as awesome as I thought I was. I constantly find myself sitting by myself in my school's cafeteria for hours on end. I used to think that it was because I was too intimidating for people to approach me... but now I understand it's because I'm a girl who doesn't wear make-up and draws strangers in her sketchpad while blasting music in her ears. I guess I just radiate loser...

Nah, I'm just joshin' you! I rock.

Love, Me